Thursday, October 11, 2007
I came back from camping early. I didn't really want to, but Ari seemed to be a really relieved when I said I was going home. Well, without him around, I've had to find things to keep myself busy with. So I went to Mexico, and I was learning stuff.I heard people say something about 'Ochpanitztli.' Or something like that. So I went and asked this priest guy about it, and he just looked at me and said 'You'll do fine, girl. Let me see you dance.' (It was really creepy, but I like to dance anyway, because Ari makes it fun.) So I danced like Ari taught me how, and he smiled at me in a really creepy way. And then he did that thing that that old Rowane man does.
It was really creepy. He said that I needed to come back when 'they' called for me, cause they'll need me on the last night of that Ochocopanzoli thing. I'm not sure that I'll go back, though. It was WAY too scary.
Maybe I'll tell Ari when he comes home, and he'll go beat the creepy leering priest guy up.
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Friday, August 31, 2007
Sometimes lots of things happen in a person's life, and even though they're odd things part of you knows they're supposed to happen. You don't know how or even why, but something in your tummy lets you know that everything is ok. For the most part my tummy is telling me that things are going according to plan. Not completely, cause sometimes when I think about how much I love Ari part of my tummy tightens up into a tiny little knot. It's really annoying. I'm not insinuating that I don't love him, because that'd be misleading. I love Ari Leonte very much. I know that he loves me, too, because it's proven again and again with each passing day. That's where my little knot of not-right-ness comes from. We've shown one another that we love each other, and we've shown one another often. But nothing has happened from that (Not that I want it to. There are too many 'something happened's running around as it is.) and it makes me think that something might be wrong. Something might be wrong with me. You know, on the inside.I tried to tell Doctor Fancy that when I had my check up, but she said everything was fine. She even gave me little pills that make it so I can show Ari how much I love him without having to worry about something happening. All they did was make me sick in the morning, though. Nothing has changed; not when I started taking them or when I stopped taking them. Something's wrong with my tummy, and I need to know if it's more than a feeling. Because if it is, if I'm right about why I have the not-right-knot, then I have to figure something out. I can't try to keep Ari if my assumptions are right: It wouldn't be fair to him.
We're going camping. It'd be fun, I thought, if both of us went on a little trip. So it'll be fun, and I won't worry about the knot until we get back home. I'm going to make sure this is fun, and I'm going to make sure it's more than good. He's going to be the happiest gypsy -- no, man -- ever, all because of me. I can do this, and I'm going to do it well.
I just hope the bad-news-knot goes away.
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
I don't understand men sometimes. More importantly, I don't understand why those so dear to us do the silliest things. I don't think I will, either, so I'll just give up.
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Thursday, July 12, 2007
Dear Auntie Maurine,First I want to say that I'm sorry, Auntie, for not writing since I left home. You told me to go, so I did. I'm not even sure if this letter will reach you. I stopped by your place a few weeks ago, and I knocked and knocked, but no one answered. Though, I asked the postman and he said that you lived there. So I'm hoping you were just sleeping when I slipped by.
Second, I was wondering not just how you are, but if you've heard anything from mother. I still haven't opened that letter that she gave you to give to me. I'm afraid to, and I think that I have every right to be afraid, Auntie. What if it's something absolutely horrid? I don't think it'd be very fair to have to find out that in a letter that's over four years old. If you know anything, Auntie, I think you should tell me.
Third: It's only fair to tell you how I've been since I left home.
I was shy around people at first. I mean, mother had kept me cooped up at home after father's death, so I honestly didn't know how to interact with people. But that's ok, because I found it wasn't that difficult. I met these lovely women, who are all now members of something called 'The Grand High Coven.' They can do all sorts of nifty things! But they're my friends because they were very, very nice to me.
First there's Lady Malia. She helped me find a puppy (Who I'm very proud of. Her name is Zip! She's not much of a puppy anymore, though.) and she gives me really good advice from time to time. People don't like her, but I think that's just because they don't know her. ...and they're afraid of her. She's really, really nice if you're nice to her!
And there's Miss Orchid, and her friend Anadreva. I suppose I should mention Orchid's husband too, because he's one of my friends as well! His name is Brin, and he's a very nice fellow. Plus he makes Miss Orchid very happy, and that's all that matters. Dreva-druid really likes it when you tell her stories, and she's always full of wisdom that she likes to share at the best moments. Miss Orchid is a psychic and she's given me lots of tarot card readings, and normally they come out to be 100% correct.
There's a man named Joel Alexander. He's actually really scary. (He has a goatee.) He's always plotting things and telling me that I look cute. Once there was this vampire lady-friend of Lady Malia's that was saying she wanted my blood, and I tried to hide behind scary-man-Joel, but he wouldn't let me. NOW he says that he wouldn't ever let Chara (the lady vampire friend) bite me, but I don't know. He's very tricky.
When I first left home, I met a man named Lethe. He was really nice to me, Auntie. He took me to this really nice cafe and Paris, and we became friends! He had this HUGE castle that he let me stay in and decorate and stuff. Oh, it was so nice. But after awhile he came around less and less, and eventually he sold his castle and disappeared. It was different once he sold it, because I really didn't have anyplace to go.
Not long after that though, I met a man named Oberyn Martel. Oh, he was oh so nice to me, Auntie. He said I was pretty and he was always polite to me. He showed me all sorts of things that the world has to offer. He bought me wines and roses and he even helped me decorate my apartment. Yeah, you heard -- er, read -- right. I have an apartment! It's very nice. Oberyn and I would sit out on the balcony for hours, just enjoying the night sky.
I loved him, Auntie, and I think that he did love me. But a couple years after our first meeting, after him living with me, after us sharing everything, he just left for a place called Japan. He wanted me to go with him. He went ahead to set up residence and other such things, but when I got there, he wasn't anywhere around! I was looking for him when I ran into these men called 'ninjas.' They wear all black and they're super sneaky. They were scarier than Joel!
I didn't go back to Japan after that. Oberyn sent letters again and again asking me to, but I would tell him the same thing each time. I told him that it wasn't the place for me, that the people there hated me, and that he should come home. He didn't come home though. He wasn't there when Lady Malia helped me find a puppy. He wasn't there to tell me that Zillah Grey wasn't reformed (Zillah said he changed his ways. It was a lie, I later found out at my own expense.). Most importantly: he wasn't there to tell me that he loved me. He left me all alone.
I stayed cooped up in the apartment for ages, only leaving to go grocery shopping, really. Eventually I left though, and reacquainted myself with the world. I was glad I did too, because when I did, I met a man named Ari Leonte. I'm very much in love with Ari right now. In fact, he's taking a nap right now because I showed him how much I loved him earlier today. We argue sometimes, but it all works out in the end. He's nice to me, Auntie, and Zip too! He hasn't left me either, and he's shown me lots about the world too. (Even if he is a bit close minded about witches and vampires. I tried telling him that Lady Malia was really, really nice!)
People always ask me or Ari if we're married though. I don't understand why, Auntie. I mean, if we're happy together, why do we have to be married? It's not like we're unable to love because we're not married. Besides, it's funny to watch peoples' reactions when you snuggle in public and they find out you have different last names. People recognize us as a couple, which is funny too. They'll see Ari and they'll ask him where I am, or they'll see me and ask where Ari is. Sure, some people make fun of us for it, but it's not like they matter. In fact, I'm pretty sure they're just jealous because they don't have anyone that calls them 'Belle' or whispers little foreign 'I love you's into their ear.
I really do love this man, Auntie, and he's told me that he'll stay. I hope he's not lying. I hope he keeps that promise, because I don't know what I'd do without him. I guess that's it, Auntie. I'll stop by your apartment again in about a week. I hope you're there this time.
Love,
Naeva Trinstadt
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Friday, June 29, 2007
I love Ari Leonte very much, and I don't care what anyone says.And no, we're not married. Nor are we getting married. We're perfectly happy being Naeva Trinstadt and Ari Leonte, so nyeh!
It's also occurred to me that Zip is no longer a puppy. Zip is now a dog...gy. But she's still very cute, even if she has moved on from puppyhood to doggyhood!
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Monday, June 04, 2007
I took Ari to Japan! We had a picnic with yummy yummy fruit and yummy yummy peanut butter and strawberry jelly sandwiches AND amazingly yummy ice cream! It was lots of fun and there was lots of snuggling. And there were NO ninjas. Stupid ninjas.
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Thursday, May 17, 2007
The other day someone said that they saw Oberyn.Then the door to the apartment was unlocked. I never leave the apartment unlocked. Nothing was stolen, and Ari said that he didn't leave it unlocked by accident or anything.
And only me, Ari, the landlord, and Oberyn have a key.
I don't know what to even think, let alone do.
i'm happy @ 1:35 PM